For the past couple days i haven't eaten that much, i wonder why don't feel the need. Sometimes it feels like i keep going down in a depressing spiral, An i wonder if there is any real people out there ones who care, Then again is it my fault or others pushing people away cause of my own fears? Or is it something deeper then that what is it that i could be missing?? I have no clue........-_-
Days keep getting shorter and so do my relationship with family and some friends this moving made me lose alot but gain even more
i see clearly an I don't fear the unknown..But i fear being alone
for the rest of my life. The definition for love in my words an thought's are a lil different then what others may see.

(love) to some it maybe a over powering kinda feeling that makes you feel warm but eventually that guess away, your left with nothing but tears an broken dreams. well love is alot like lust two people can't stay in a relationship without the sex yeah there's other things but in all reality it's basically true sex makes for a longer relationship kinda funny are prime nature is just that, when someone leaves you may be sad but the thing that drives you crazy is seeing another person touching your ex or still loved one it can drive you insane.

I CAN SAY IM PROUD TO BE HUMAN AN I ENJOY ALL OF LIFE ENLIGHTENMENT AND INDULGENCE AND IF YOU DISAGREE YOU ARE NOT HUMAN CAUSE ALL BEINGS ARE SINNERS AND THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH GIVING IN TO TEMPTATION WITHOUT IT YOU DON'T LEARN..


INDUSTRIAL LOVE- CAUSE METAL CUTS DEEPER THEN A FIST.